Mortimer
Fat Joe
I was asked whether i feel now or as kid more exotic and alien
Im objectively exotic compared to native austrians but i dont feel alien nor really did very much as kid either i feel at home in Austria and part of Austria already too a bit
Its a subjective feeling though not objective observation where you would say im objectively a naturalised immigrant indeed but he asked how i feel
To add though as kid i looked slightly more foreign among europeans i think or it striked more
For example i was the only one with black hair dark eyes and my light brown skin and features
I was called Ahmet Mohammed and the n word
I think now some adult europeans can have my pigmentation and because there are more extra europeans with similar pigmentation and real SSA blacks but it was very rare or non existant for a kid in the 90s back then i was truly the black kid
Im objectively exotic compared to native austrians but i dont feel alien nor really did very much as kid either i feel at home in Austria and part of Austria already too a bit
Its a subjective feeling though not objective observation where you would say im objectively a naturalised immigrant indeed but he asked how i feel
renaissance12;8368894 schrieb:
To add though as kid i looked slightly more foreign among europeans i think or it striked more
For example i was the only one with black hair dark eyes and my light brown skin and features
I was called Ahmet Mohammed and the n word
I think now some adult europeans can have my pigmentation and because there are more extra europeans with similar pigmentation and real SSA blacks but it was very rare or non existant for a kid in the 90s back then i was truly the black kid